I don’t remember much stuff from my early childhood ‘cause I have terrible memory but I clearly remember being 5 and thinking that you kind of look like a small kitten. I have no idea why. And yeah I know that it sounds ridiculous now. But you did look like a kitten and I really liked you because of that. Or maybe not because of that – I was 5 and as I said I have terrible memory. But I swear I remember you so freaking clearly. I remember you better than some people I’ve talked to today. I remember being 5 and calling you my best friend. And you were, you truly were. You were the very first. But then something happened and I turned 6 and you left the kinder garden and I’ve never seen you since then. I even forgot your name.
I remember us being 11, running around the block, eating popsicles and feeling invincible. I remember you telling me stories about that one boy you liked and how your big blue eyes sparkled whenever you said his name out loud. And I simply thought it was fascinating. You were fascinating. And you somehow always managed to turn every single ordinary thing into something beautiful and interesting and exciting. I remember being really shy and closed but for some reason I always felt safe with you. And I felt like my secrets would be safe with you. And they were. I think you were the first one who showed me the undiscovered and completely new part of me that I didn’t even knew existed – you taught me how to believe in myself. And I’m forever grateful for that. But then a few years passed by, we both changed and somewhere along the line we stopped talking. I guess that happens when you’re growing up. But I still remember our beautiful moments, best friend. And I know that you do too.
I remember us at 15. And, oh girl, let me tell you – you were the biggest dreamer and achiever I have ever met. And you still are to this day and probably will be forever ‘cause I don’t think that there’s someone out there just like you. It always felt like you were out of this world. I remember you being so beautifully naïve and dreamy and always seeing the best in people – and I know that many would say that you shouldn’t be like that and that it is dangerous sometimes but you would prove them all wrong. There’s no doubt that you’ve seen the world differently than most people – always noticing bright colors, believing in fairytales. No matter how dark it gets. You showed me the whole new perspective. And besides believing in the beauty of the world you also always believed in me. You were the one to teach me how to dream. And even though we don’t talk anymore, I always remember you and your beautiful mind when the world gets too heavy.
So yeah. Sick of losing soulmates.
This outfit definitely screams “fall”. I really like this black denim skirt, I wore it non-stop in the summertime but with a pair of black tights it turns into a nice autumn piece. Also, you can’t forget about a faux leather jacket. I found this one in a thrift store and I’m super happy about it! And it costed only like 11 euros so that’s also cool. And plaid. There’s no fall without plaid.
Skirt – H&M
Shirt – H&M
Jacket – TOPSHOP
Bag – ZARA
Shoes – Deichmann